Pregnancies!!!

My pregnancies have brought me two wonderful children. They are the only two people in the world that make me so so happy. First I had my princess: she weighed in at 7lbs 5oz and 21 1/2 inches long. We found out we were pregnant on January 1,2000 and we were very suprised. When I went to the doctor I found out I couldn't work so I stayed home and baby sat one little boy. Let me tell ya I thought I was dying with her cause I puked 24hrs a day it sucked bad. The day we found out we were having a girl we went to elcentro college. Thomas, me, my mom, and his niece meleigha. They told us we were having a girl well we actually thought we were having a boy. I had went out and bought boy things and here we go having to do returns. The happens though was amazing just knowing that she would be here in August. Skip ahead a little I had three showers with her. My friends threw me one, my Aunt Karen, and my Aunt Susan. I could not believe all the things I got. Skip ahead a little more the day of the delivery mom and dad took me to the hospital around 5 o'clock on August 23rd 2000. I was at a three when I got there and the doctor accidentally broke my water and I didn't get my epidural until a seven. My mom and a friend of mine was in the room during the delivery and I will never forget it she was born at 3:20 all the grandparents, cousins, aunts, and uncles were so excited. She was finally here and we are the proudest parents ever. Now my princess is 8 going on 25 and in the 3rd grade and in gt. We are very proud of her.
Our lil man weighed in at 9lbs 4oz and 21inches long. Now for him we didn't have a clue we were pregnant again but excited. I was really sick so my mom took me to the er in October of 2007 that is where the nurse came into the ultrasound room (I was told by a doc office I had a ulser) and told me I was 6wks pregnant. I was very shocked to say the least. So we went home and decided since my dad just had a heart attack that month to wait a while before telling him. So holidays passed now it was the end of January and I told my dad he told me that he thought I was just getting fat haha. Time past several visits to the er cause of lots of pains. In March mom went with me to see what I was having and suprise suprise it's a boy. I was excited my mom wanted me to have a girl cause the last two grandkids that were born were boys. She was excited to though. I called Thomas he was very happy to be having a baby boy.Then I started getting sick alot so the doc put me on bed rest in April. I had high blood pressure and it was really bad lots of doc and er visits and being poked by lots of needles. In May i had my baby shower and again lots and lots of stuff. Well my last doc visit was June 2nd 2008. Both of my parents took me cause they had running around to do. After the visit we went to eat then to the AT&T store. On the way home my dad was going to get oil changed in edom I got out of the car to sit in the backseat I felt a pop. When I got home I had to pee (I thought) real bad so mom helped me in. Well my water broke so they decided to feed the animals call grandparents and the school to pick princess up. So we loaded back up. Got princess on the way and we are off 90 to nothing got to the hospital moved three times in rooms got in the delivery room everyone walked out except mom and lil man started to come. He did not waste time at all. I had him around 4:45 and Thomas on the way had a flat but was there right after he was born.

So as you see my deliveries were memorable and I will never forget them. My children mean everything to me and I love every minute of my life.

Missing person!

Here lately I have been a little down. Other than the daily stress I have been thinking about my cousin that is in prison. Me and him have really gotten closer since he has been in there. We have wrote countless letters back and forth and I have went and seen him a few times. I just keep thinking how he got the short end of the stick and it makes me sick. Yes he did wrong but he did tell everything they wanted to know and he still got more time. I just know that when he gets to go home he is going to be a totally different person for the better. I'm not saying he was bad before but he hung around a bad crowd that made bad choices. I'm just so ready to see him and hug him and for him to meet my new addition to my little family. I guess my heart just aches cause I think that he has learned his lesson and he should get to come home.

Its a new year!!!

In this new year my life is going to be so much better. I have two wonderful kids who I love dearly. And my family who I care so deeply about. My new motto this year is " love me or hate me I don't care ". So much drama happened last year that it has only made me stronger. That drama will not interfere with this year at all. My kids and me were surrounded by love on new years with our family and friends. Also on new years day at Mamaw and Papaw's too. We had so much fun with eating good food, laughter, and games. We had a blast. At Steph's while ringing in the new year the kids played and the adults took crazy pictures. Then we watched the ball drop and went to bed to get ready for the next day. It was all so much fun I just hope we all get together again soon and get crazy again.
Kids Updates:
Princess- We went to the doctor and he said her sonograms were fine and to just keep a watch on her.
Lil Man- Besides saying momma, dada, and bye-bye he is now saying pawpaw.
My Update:
Me- Im just fine and have lots of goals to meet and I know with my family, friends, and God I will achieve them all.
I hope everyone has a wonderful and healthy new year and may God bless each and everyone of you.